i have been watching japanese drama from funshion during my 3 weeks rotting at home doing nothing much. and i actually watched 3 drama. i still have one last episode of the drama i started recently and fall in love with one song. it was sang by greeeen, song named is Setsuna. below is the pv video and the song lyrics.



kitto bokura wa kagayaki takute
ikiru imi o sagashiteta
makenai you ni kare nai you ni
tsuyoku negai iki te ku

koeba bokura ga namida o nagasu you na hi ni mo
itsumo to onaji you ni
hiwa nobori soshite shizun de iku

kitto sekaijuu de jibun hitori okizari da to omotta
dakedo sekaijuu wa kyou mo mawaru honto chippoke datta

kakenuke ta hibi nagashita namida ikiru imi o sagashiteta
kitto dare mo ga tarinai nanika o negai ima o ikiterunda
unmei datoka jinsei datoka kyou wa saigo no ichi byou ni
waratte takute tada sore dakede subete kotae wa jibun no naka

tooku ni kasuka ni mieru risou no jibun ga mata
"koukai nai you ni ikiteru ?" tte hohoemi sukoshi nai ta

kitto sekaijuu no jibun igai subete shiawase to omotta
dakedo sekaijuu wa asu mo mawaru donna namida mo iyashite

kakenuke ta hibi kasane ta itami ikiru imi o sagashiteta
kitto dare mo ga kagayaku ashita o negai ima wo ikiterunda
chikara tari zu ni yowai jibun ga yoru no yami ni furueteta
dare shimo kesshite tsuyoku nai kedo subete kakae te jibun nanda

itami o shiru sono hitomi ni utsuru sekai kanashimi irodori
tada nagashi ta namida afure dashi ta nazeka michitari nainda imasara
“mune hareru jibun” ni deaeta? “uso de katame ta jibun” eranda?
tadashi sa wa itsumo jibun no naka yorokobi kanashimi tsunagaru ashita

kanashii toki wa kareru made naki
ureshii toki wa hara kakae te warai
setsunai toki wa kaze o kanjite
takaku toberu hi o mate ba ii

kitto bokura wa kagayaki taku te
ikiru imi o sagashiteta
makenai you ni karenai you ni
tsuyoku negai ikiteku

itsuka aeru sono hi made risou no jibun ni
itsuka tadori tsuku sono hi made
jibun shinjite


English translation
We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine
We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither

For instance, even on days we tear up
Just like a normal day, the sun will rise and then set again

I thought I was left behind alone in this world
But the world will turn again, it was actually tiny

Days that ran by, tears that were shed, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives to wish for that something they’re lacking
Talk about destiny, talk about life, it all only means that
I want to be laughing on my last second,
All the answers are inside my heart

In the distance, I can dimly see my future self,
It smiled and asked, “Are you living your life so you wont regret it?”
I cried a little

I thought the world was all happy, except for me
But the world will turn tomorrow too, soothing each and every tear

Days that ran by, pain that built up, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives this moment wishing for a shining tomorrow
Weak and lacking in strength, I was shivering in the darkness of the night
No one is strong, but one is only oneself carrying everything.

In those eyes that know pain, the world is colored with sadness
The tears were only at first running, but soon overflowed
Unsatisfied feelings fill me now
Did I meet ‘my proud self’? Did I choose ‘myself that’s made up with lies’?
The justice is always inside the heart,
Happiness and sadness will connect to tomorrow…

When times are sad, cry until your eyes are dry
When times are happy, laugh until your stomach hurts
When times are painful, feel the wind.
And wait until the day when you can leap high

We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine
We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither

Until that day when you can reach that dream ‘you’,
Until that day comes, believe in yourself.




the 3 japanese drama i watched were:
1. bloodly monday
2. 天生妙手
3. 亡者之声

yesterday i went HK cafe to find hwee miang, hui ling, jin gui and meryl to celebrate hwee miang 19th birthday. they reached the place first and i was due to entrepreneurship meeting. but i know that i will be late, that's why they went HK cafe to eat first before i joined them later.

after eating there, we went to party world at bishan to sing as most of them prefer to sing then to shop. though i didnt sing much but i enojyed myself there as i get to hear good voices. haha... not bad... quite worth it. lolz

before we left the place, we took some photo and jin gui has posted them on facebook. and this morning i have already went there and started saving the pictures. some were nicely taken, some were not.

once again, hwee miang happy 19th birthday!!! please enojy your 19th before it reaches 20th next year and hope you have fun yesterday.

There was a war in my bedroom yesterday. It was a war between three unarmed women and one 1-cm size beetle. And I think most of you know that these three unarmed women is me and my two sisters.

It all started at 9pm last night after I turned off my laptop and decided to play big-2 with my sisters after playing it awhile, we decided to switch games and change a deck of poker card(wanted to change to D Gray one). Before I got up to change the deck, my second sister told me that she saw something flying into our bedroom but i didnt really care.

Got up and walk towards my shelves and beside my decks of cards, I saw it!!! the stupid 1-cm size beetle.

me and zhuzhu each has a rolled up newspaper in our hands while er jie has her bloster in her hand, i wanted to swipe it off but one of deck dropped due to my poor aiming.

At the second attempt, the beetle was swiped off and it FLEW!!!!! ARGH!!! disgusting..... you suddenly heard screaming and shouting from the bedroom.

then it started flying towards my sisters' cupboard then it changed direction and flew towards the light.

i told my sister to switch off the lights and at that moment it FLEW towards me!!!! (my hairs stand up again) and i started hiting the air aimlessly in the hope that one of the hits will hit the beetle but i was wrong. none of the hits hit the beetle and when the light was on again, the beetle was no where in sight.

yesterday night i couldnt sleep on my own bedroom was that place was the last place the beetle flew to and disappear from. i choose to sleep on the floor. i told my sisters that i will not sleep unless the beetle was found but half way i was too tired to continue.

this morning i checked againa but the beetle was still no where in sight. haix... Where the hell did the beetle flew to?!?!?!?!?!?!

This is the ending song for the remake of FMA - Brotherhood and is also the song that i like recently.

Title: Uso by SID




Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Kimi wa Oboeteimasu ka
Yakusoku Chigiri Shoka no Kaze ga Tsutsumu
Futari Yorisotta

Muri na Egao no Ura Nobita Kage wo Kakumau
Dakara Kizukanu Furi
Saisei wo Erabu
Teeburu no Ue no Kuenai Shirase Machitsuzukete
Kuuhaku no Yoru mo Kuru Hazu no Nai Asa mo Zenbu Wakattetanda

Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Kimi wa Wasureta no Deshou
Yakusoku Chigiri Shoka no Kaze ni Kieta
Futari Modorenai

Oto mo Iro mo Ondou mo
Hanbun ni Natta Kono Heya
Kyou mo Chirakashite wa Yure Tsukare Nemuru

Jouzu ni Damashite ne Uso wa Kirai de Suki
Kimi no Kotoba
Imagoro ni Natta Kimochi wa Itami Hodo
Dakara Bokura Sayonara

Itsu ka Mata ne to Te wo Furi Atta kedo
Mou Au Koto wa Nai no Deshou
Saigou no Uso wa Yasashii Uso
Deshita Wasurenai

Ano Hi Mita Sora Akane Iro no Sora wo
Nee Itsuka Omoidasu Deshou
Hatasenakata Yakusoku wo Idaite
Futari Arukidasu
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English translation

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, do you still remember it?
The promise we make is engulfed within the winds of the early summer,
as we cuddle close together.

A worsening pain is hidden behind the smile you forcefully showed
Thats why I pretend not to notice.
I choose to restart from scratch
I continue to wait for the unsurprising news to arrive on my table.
I wait through the vacent night and the morning that shouldnt arrive even though I knew everything.

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, have you forgotten about it?
The promise we make vanished within the winds of the early summer,
and yet, the two of us cant return to how it was.

Be it the sound, colour or temperature in it.
This room is a pale shadow of what it used to be.
What is left scatter in today is once again fear, tiredness and sleepiness.

You tricked me completely. I liked you because you hate lies
Those were your words,
As things are now, out love is becoming nothing more than a pain.
Thats why we've to say goodbye.

Even though I hope to someday hold your hands again, ager we say goodbye,
but we probably wont meet again, right?
The last lie I made was a white lie.
Dont forget that.

The sky we saw that day that madder red sky.
Hey, you'll remember it someday, right?
We cling on to the promise that we weren't able to fulfill,
as we walk away.

ARGH!!!! My head is having its pain again. I don't think eat Panadol now will be effective. Other than eating panadol, anyone has better idea of curing headaches?

going to sleep liao, good nightz all. sleep well. =)

Today is the day that I went back to school after my 2 days of mc. At first I thought I will look quite ok but I was wrong. My friends told me that even though I said that I am feeling a lot better they say I still looked as dead. Then I go OMG… I was really that sick?

But the first night when I have the fever, I was shocked myself. Little did I expect that I will have a fever at that time. Even though I am not having any more fever but I am having slight cough, flu and worst my headache. The pain just won’t go off!!!! ARGH!!!! I can’t work like that. There are a lot of thing I want to do but I can’t do. And I am waiting for my parents to help to shift some of the things in the bedroom around. So that even late into the night I can still work inside my bedroom. Bedroom is the only place I can do my work. Even though at night, living room no longer have any temptation but I just can’t work there.

I think I have not rest enough. I fell asleep today during one of the classes today. OMG. And worst I find the teacher today very irritating. I don’t know the reason why, but just when I hear her voice, I feel like omg can you please keep quiet that kind. Does anyone feel that way before or like that during today’s class?

Today is my mum's birthday. I think she today very happy, cause this time me and my sisters bought her two shirts, one watch and a birthday cake today. I also bought her a slice of cake on the Mother's day for her. All the presents are for her birthday and mother's day.

Last time, we only give her a card each or something like that, then this time I think maybe give her something better. Then she just now got say, 'Wow, this time round so nice, got cake somemore.'

At first I thought she will say me and my sisters anyhow spend money, but in the end is the opposite.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM!!!